cloud upon cloud upon my head.

ah.... yes. why didn't i think about this before? there is no need to think about it! everything can just.... roll..... there is nothing wrong with feeling but sometimes it's best not to over-analyse. .............. so long as you just relax, there is plenty of time and things need not crush you if you don't let them...........

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i'm very tired

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and a little dizzy from the wine.

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but things are grassy in the meadow. fields don't have to be walked alone, though you may end up talking less than you would hope..... theres no daisy chains of course, but the sky is blue and just take a look at that horizon.

and anyway i like walking.

novels are created slowly...................... even if i can't see out through the pages yet, but thats dramatic irony for you.