right now i feel... happy? content? i probably shouldn't, but i do.
well it is waning by the minute but still...
happy. content.
probably something to do with the fact i woke up this morning with a smile on my face. i'm not sure i have ever done that before. my dream broke just at the moment i was smiling and laughing in it, and though i certainly would have preferred to continue dreaming because it broke right before things got really good (why does that always happen?) it was still nice to enter the day feeling happy.
and i am spending my days listening to 60's music and making necklaces out of beach-combed treasures and reading virginia woolf and eating toast. trying to single-handedly drink up the flat lemonade in the fridge.
it would be nice for a while to slip into easy contentment, for days to slide by quickly in sun and singing, i think thats what i'm aiming for right now.