hmmm.. i wish everyone else would stop writing such good blogs... it's making mine look terrible.

felt peaceful in the woods today, listened to the buzzards calling and was patted gently on the head by young new branches. finally got myself out of the dreadful mood i had been in for the last few days. nowadays i can mostly control my teenage moods, i can feel them coming on and steer safely out of the way. unfortunately sometimes i'm just not strong enough to resist and i get dragged down into it. and the silly thing is, it's like a whirlpool, i just start feeling worse and worse until the severity of the mood i am in is completely disproportionate to whatever it was that put me in the mood in the first place. sometimes i can't even remember what put me in the mood in the first place. i find it very difficult to crawl back out of it once i'm in it. it usually lasts all day and takes a nights sleep to make me forget about it. (thats if i can sleep - bad moods give me headaches, i assume from excessive frowning.)

i like the way that i can tell myself what time i want to wake up in the mornings and my body will do it for me. cuts out the need for an alarm clock.