you know things are getting bad when you've just sat down and watched "how clean is your house?", "honey, i ruined the house" and "supernanny" in one go... talk about bad tv. television just does me no good at all, it just annoys me. i'm sick of being advertised too. i'm sick of being told how i should be. i'm sick of 20 year olds advertising anti-ageing creams, and i'm sick of everyone on tv being young and thin and beautiful. i don't want any more stuff, so i wish they'd stop trying to sell it to me. what i think and what i say and what i do are far more important than what i look like or what i own.
my day has not been completely wasted though. i did sit down and write a (rather bad) short story on my typewriter (my typewriter makes me feel like i'm actually writing something good, even when i'm not). and i started a painting.